the district sleeps alone tonight...and by district i mean me.

I started classes at Baker University to get my Bachelors in Business Management. Tonite was my second week of classes and I start meeting with my study group this week. It's alright. I really enjoy the book we are reading. It's all about mindsets and it's really got me thinking. I'm tired of always holding back for fear of what people will think or say...now, i have a clear conscious and nothing hanging over me. no regrets. no one will define who i am or who i SHOULD be.

I went to see Rise Against in concert at the Beaumont and Straylight Run at the Bottleneck in Lawrence. Those shows were awesome. I was front row for Rise Against and completely smashed for the Straylight Run show.

Work is going great. Therapy is postponed until after Thanksgiving, and I think my antidepressants are making me extremely tired.

My roommate is in Colorado. I guess I didnt realize how much I look forward to going home because she'll be there to make fun of me and laugh at my drunken antics. It's a good thing she comes home on Monday. Because dang. I miss her. Man thats weird...I've never had a roommate that I've actually missed. LOL. I wanted to murder my last roommate. Lisa is on the complete opposite end of the spectrum. Lisa, you rock! Come home soon!

Okay, so that's about all thats going on tonight. I'm sleepy.

my mouth tastes like an ashtray

Why oh why, do we stay out until 4am when we only wanted a few beers at 11pm?

Oh yeah! Because its so much fun!

There was a really nice guy I met there. Perhaps we will go out sometime. He drove me home because I was completely inebriated. And then he totally kissed me. He was sweet...

I hate the mornings after drinking. Laying in bed thinking, "am i gonna spew?? no i think i'm okay. oh wait, yeah i'm gonna spew. no, i'm not. yes, i am. no. yes. mind over matter! VAH-MITT, VAH-MITT!! calm down and breathe..."

...then the headache...

..and the dizziness...

and I will do it all over again tonight. why? because its fun!

Getting my mack on while working...supposedly.

Question of the day: Is it wrong to hit on someone who is technically above you? Even if they aren't your supervisor?

There is one supervisor here that I think is pretty cute. All I want to do is ask him out for a beer and I'm totally shy over it.

I emailed him regarding one of his agents, and wanted to continue to talk to him. But the professionalism would probably get thrown out the window and I would lose his respect....right?

I dunno.

I'm such a hobag.

P.S. All I want for Christmas is alcohol and men.